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Grey Goose

    I’ve been thinking of giving up
    ‘Cause every time I fill my cup
    It goes away, my motivation
    It’s too bad you can’t see through the shady lies that hide behind my eyes
    I’m just a tin man searching for something that I’ve never had
    You just could never get that

    All along I was something you could always take for granted
    So it goes, I’m the one left standing stranded

    I keep on trying to stay awake
    I’m staking out my own place
    I’m counting stars to keep my head straight

    I’m not saying sorry anymore

Glory Daze

    At times I don’t understand the answer when it’s right in front of me
    Acceptance is all you want, not cries of sympathy

    You don’t even know, You don’t even know
    What it is that you’ve been running from
    I guess it’s hard to show, harder to control
    I don’t even know what you’re thinking anymore

    I can see everything you want to say
    It’s written on your face
    Devotion is all you want to see in me
    Darling, please don’t let me down
    I’m not really trying to drown

    You don’t even know, You don’t even know
    What it is that you’ve been running from
    Guess it’s hard to show, harder to control
    I don’t even know what you’re thinking anymore

    I’d scoop you up with an eagle’s perfection
    My prey; my love, we’d soar skies of temptation
    If you could only know, maybe we could go home

Here, Now, Forever

    Sitting all alone on the long ride home
    You were next to me, now we’re both alone
    Something that was said, getting in your head
    Tumbling thought now you’re crumbling under me
    Bodies turn away, nothing left to say
    Progress isn’t made
    Hearts are far away
    I can feel the pain in you drowning me
    Why are you hiding all from me?

    I start to think about how all I’ve ever wanted was you
    And I would hold you in my arms until your heart could hear the truth
    If you could be alone, you could be the one
    To lie to me, don’t lie to me
    My eyes will never stray
    It takes two hearts to open for love but right now…it’s just me

    How do I know if I still do?
    How can I see?
    Can you show me right now?
    How do I know if I still do?
    What do you see?

    Floating all alone, living in my head
    Wish I wouldn’t be sinking with regret
    Wonder how you feel living without my love in you
    Far from you
    Don’t want another you
    Call you up again, say what isn’t said
    Energy is red
    Now you’re in my head spinning in circles again and again

    I start to think about how all I’ve ever wanted was the truth
    And life together on the mountainside as far as I can see
    If you could be alone, I could be the one
    For love and wealth, to fill your lungs, to kill your thoughts and steal your heart
    Truth is love holds more beauty than words could say
    I needed you

Bad Habit

    I keep repeating the creases and leaving my pieces home
    This war is so tragic and you’re such a bad habit
    Busting up my forehead, wish that I could forget
    Everything we said
    Everything we did
    It doesn’t make sense
    How are you such a bad habit?
    I’m busting up my forehead
    Wish that I could forget

    I try to make believe I’m over this
    I try to tell myself that I don’t care
    But the truth is my emptiness is the only thing that I still feel

    What’s real? What’s wrong? What makes you so cold?
    I try my best to wrap my head around it
    I still can’t figure out where I went wrong

    You keep on feeding the demons and keeping the secrets sewn
    I really can’t stand it
    You’re such a b-b-bad habit
    Busting up my forehead
    Wish that I could forget

    I heard you say you like it this way
    What’s real? What’s wrong? What makes you so cold?
    I try to wrap my head around it
    I try to wrap my head around it

Something Isn’t Right

    I took a bus home from tour early
    Just to watch you die in front of me
    I hung around for a couple weeks
    Until your wife kicked me out and took everything

    I think my confidence stems from finding common sense
    To think and grow my tree of life
    We can design and have what’s yours and mine alone
    You cross my mind all of the time

    Something isn’t right, I’ve been living in this house my whole life
    What happened to my rights and everything I had my whole life

    I’m finding consonance in forgiving all of this
    I’ll try to focus on where I belong

    I can’t stand losing you
    In my dreams I still see you
    I can’t stand losing you
    Take me back to you

    Not a single day goes by that I don’t think about you
    I’ll keep living my life the way you taught me to
    Now that my conscious is cleansed, it all makes sense
    Drift to the flow of the river of life

    Wish I knew the whole truth
    I’d never abandon you
    Wish I knew the whole truth
    Take me back to you

Hate Me, Love Me

    I spend my days just thinking ‘bout nothing
    I’ll waste away just taking my time
    I’ll do my best to try to rewind this
    So I can find a place to unwind

    Ever since I met you
    All I really wanna do is restore all the faith that I have in my heart
    I don’t really know why I never really even tried to make any changes on my end and that's why

    You hate me, for everything that I am
    You love me, for half of where I came from
    You’re an actor, you blame us all the same
    Betrayer, you lie yourself to shame

    You’re a walking disaster
    You played me for a fool
    We keep moving backwards
    Spinning out of control

    If I could go back and try to change one thing
    I’d try to take away all of this pain
    I’d show you that your life is worth something
    That things don’t have to stay the same

Charm City

    I hear too many voices condemning my choices
    I hear the sound of my own will

    You think you know
    What’s gonna happen here
    But you can’t control
    When you’re acting out of fear
    I choked all my demons
    I have scars to show
    You think you know
    You think you know

    I’ve been wasting all my days away
    Trying to make believe that you could stay
    I know you hope I’ll make my dreams come true
    I hope you know that I still dream of you

    Everytime I close my eyes I see your face
    I’ve got the words you say stuck on replay
    You show me everything that I can be
    That’s why I need you here right next to me

    You’re everything I need
    I just can’t live without you
    You’re everything I see
    I hope you know my love is true

    I feel 21 questions I’ll never have answers to
    I feel so surreal

    Our story is a tragedy
    You gave away everything

    I’m seeing scenes in my head
    Reliving all that you said to me

    Our story’s a tragedy

    I lie awake in my bed
    Wonder if you remember me?
    You gave away everything

    I lie awake in my bed
    Reliving scenes in my head
    Get out of my head

Dynamite

    I’m contemplating on too much
    There’s no more time for second chances
    Terminate the mind, awaken my third eye
    I’ve been reflection on a lot
    Don’t waste your time trying to control me
    Retrograde the sky, awaken from inside

    Dynamite candlelight brigade
    It’s not my first time playing these charades
    Dynamite rebel renegade
    This is the price we pay to play the game

    How can you fight for something when you stand for nothing?
    Why can’t you throw it away and start over again?
    You don’t have to deal the cards you’re handed
    It’s getting harder to explain and I can’t stand it

    I’ll see you later and good luck
    You’ll never keep my attention
    Retrograde this life, eliminate my strife
    Disconnect me from this web
    I’m getting great at disappearing
    Terminate my mind, I’ll never be alright

Unconditionally

    How come every time I speak you’re always talking down on me?
    Do I really wanna see what it is you’ve been hiding?
    If you can listen up, I can open up to you
    Tell you everything that I want to do with you
    You could be my everything
    I love you unconditionally

    Hey girl, open up your mind
    It’s time to face the limelight
    When I’m sitting next to you, that’s when I feel alright
    If you can lend me shoes, I would roam the earth with you
    Forget everything, we would never have an issue
    I could be your everything
    I love you unconditionally

    That night I already knew in the end it would be me and you
    ‘Cause I found you standing there all alone
    Then you looked up at me and we ran

    Run with me until the end

Fractals

    ou used to be everything I dreamt of in my sleep
    Now that I’m awake, I can see you’re fake
    I wanna know how it was for you all of those years with me gone
    Did you even care?

    It’s getting hard to breathe on my own
    You set the goals and we’ll take the throne
    I never expect you to do anything I ask of you
    I’ve made it this far, I can do it on my own

    It won’t be long before I see you crawling back for more
    Busting down my door
    You can’t get enough

    I’m seeing fractals in my head
    Thinking ‘bout me and you, me and you
    You remind me of cigarettes
    Once I taste you I can’t shake you

    Fractals in my head

Punch Drunk

    Something doesn’t feel right
    I can’t leave it alone
    I’ve been pacing the whole night
    Blocked your calls and smashed my phone

    Punch drunk love since you kissed me the first time
    Your goal is to control a heart and this time it’s mine
    Can you tell me how you feel now?
    I guess I’ll see the look on your face when the sun goes down

    Don’t you waste your life away
    Straying away from a good thing
    Remember every step you take
    See yourself in everything

    Can you tell me what it feels like?
    Or should we leave it alone?
    You’ve been pacing the whole night
    Living your life through the lens of your phone

    We don’t even talk or text anymore
    Last time that I saw you, you were sprawled on the floor
    I guess I’d rather be nothing with you than be nothing at all

Fool’s Gold

    Hope is gold
    This chance is mine
    The answer’s clear
    I’ve been so blind
    I left my faith out in the cold
    I’ll find my place
    I know this road

    I’m not afraid anymore
    I would never wanna wish for you to have to feel the heartache I’ve been through
    I just want you to know

    I’m trying to find the silver lining in all that stands in front of me
    I won’t let it get to me
    I’m trying to find my way back to you could be my everything
    You could be my everything

    Truth be told
    Your love is mine
    We intertwine in paradise
    I see your eyes gaze at the stars
    An endless sky, this love of ours

    I’m not afraid anymore
    I would never wanna wish for you to have to feel the heartache I’ve been through
    I’m sorry for the keeping the score
    All of those years I caused all of my fears
    I just want you to know

You Never Will

    I try explaining all of my frustration
    But you already know
    Let me summarize how I never met your expectations
    You’re wrong
    I’m not afraid ‘cause pain is temporary and my soul lives forever

    I’ll say goodbye for the last time
    To everything I had
    So let me try to live my own life
    ‘Cause I’m not coming back

    You don’t see the value in creation
    I guess it’s hard to show
    My aim is to explain how we all can reach our own salvation
    You’re lost
    It’s not my place to try and help you find yourself

    I let you take me for granted
    I’ve always been second handed

    I’ve been living a lie, hiding all of my life

    You never have, you never will
    Love me just the same
    You always build your grudges high to destroy any bridge I try to make
    You take me in, you push me out
    You desire being desired
    Throw me away too many times
    So you I no longer admire

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Plus Ultra

    Caught sleeping with the lights on again
    Bare naked ladies chillin
    Toking weed in the living room
    Headphones blasting on the bong while I’m missing you
    Roll some keef
    Count my values
    Ace my interviews

    Don’t care what they say about me anymore
    Fell asleep with my jaw on the floor

    Sail on
    Until this heart breaks
    I’ll stay the same
    Gotta sail on
    Gotta sail on
    We’re gonna make it to eternity
    And make this heart change the melody we sing

    I hear you talking ‘bout your four-post bed again
    Now I don’t even care anymore
    You’re reality’s becoming a bore to me
    Why can’t you change your beliefs?

    Don’t have time to give in to deceit anymore
    Stay awake every night trying to find something more

    I click in
    I clock out
    I check in to the clouds
    My mind’s on you and your love that I doubt
    All I’ve been doing without

    Time
    Ticks
    By Slow
    When
    I’m
    All
    Alone

    I won’t let this bother me

Move Slow

    How many times can we repeat the same phrases
    So many lines sung by familiar faces
    Wait my whole life for this priceless moment
    Count all the stars to see if they still show it
    Can you hear me shaking?
    Shaking the thought that we’re lost from it all
    Clock on the wall with its hands both broken
    Tells me a time but its too distorted

    Can you hear me breaking?
    Breaking the silence instead of my fall

    I’m flawed
    I’m not perfect
    My thoughts make me nervous

    Move slow, Move slow
    I can’t take this coal burning in my soul
    Move slow, Move slow
    I’m letting this go

    Wound like a clock and your face still shows it
    Hard to explain with these words unspoken

    Can you hear me saying?
    Everything that you wanted and screaming what I’m not

    I’m strong
    And I’m worth it
    I have scars and I know I deserve them
    But I found my purpose
    I finally feel like this course was worth it

    Chase me down
    Keep giving me the runaround town now
    No one’s ever gonna change your mind
    I was blind
    Now I’m mindless
    Too focused on the time passed

Shellshocked

    I’m searching for closure with you
    Gold is still sewn in the thread holding my soul
    I’m good at exposing the truth
    Youth can’t be sold when I hold love as my hope

    Tell me lies
    All the time
    But it just feels right

    Shake me awake
    I can’t feel anything
    ‘Cause I’m running in place
    ‘Cause I’m running in place
    Take me away
    I can’t be where I’m staying
    ‘Cause I’m running in place
    ‘Cause I’m running in place

    I still see the soldier in you
    Cold to the bone and resisting when I call
    I’m bad at concealing the news
    So many thoughts that I tried to rely on

    Shake me awake
    I can’t feel anything as I’m running in place
    Show me the way so I can do it for my father’s sake
    Feel nothing now because I’m running in place
    So show me the way back home

Code Breaker (Smile)

    The harder I try
    The easier it gets to believe you
    The longer I wait
    I think about it less and less every day

    The joke is on you
    I don’t care if you sue
    You’re a shoe with no sole
    Completely out of control
    Woah oh. What is your goal?
    Uh-oh. What is your goal?
    When you leave me all on my own
    Baby, I used to like it when you smiled
    But baby, I haven’t seen you in a while

    The higher I fly
    The easier it gets to receive you
    The longer I stay
    I stress about it less and less every day

    The code is in view
    We can’t go to the moon
    You assume with no soul
    Completely voiding the toll

    Feels like ecstasy with you sleeping next to me
    And I don’t know why you don’t want to be in my life

Ghost

    I waited around all day just for you to tell me I should wait
    I knew you never really wanted to see me
    Accepting truth isn’t always that easy
    You’re ghosting me
    You’re ghosting me

    I am just an optimist when you find me at my best
    Desperately scratching the surface of my bulletproof vest

    Like I can find a flaw and fix it
    My mind is becoming so damn twisted
    I wish that I could resist it

    You twist your words like you twist my arm
    Like I bleed this heart, now you sound so absurd
    The way you flaunt your missing puzzle pieces
    I’m at a loss
    Breaking down because we’re breaking apart

    I’m dying to know
    Dying to know
    How everyone else can see
    I'm dying to know
    Dying to know
    Why you’re no good for me

    I search with a fine tooth comb and listen
    To noises that make me wish that
    I wish that I could resist this

    Trapped in my cell
    Please let me out
    Holding on to you is like sinking til I drown

    You’re ghosting me
    You’re ghosting me

    I am just an optimist when you find me at my best

Lock Meowt

    Remember when I used to know you?
    I was too busy being into myself
    Took a long time for me to see truth
    That I became somebody else
    Now it hurts and your absence makes it worse
    Still trying to forget you
    It’s the worst how your actions are perverse
    They’re always blurring out the truth

    Guess this is the way that you always want it
    Keeping my ghost trapped inside your closet
    You lock me out
    You Lock me out
    When the rain is pouring down you always try and lock me out

    Remember when you used to know me?
    You were too busy putting me on the shelf
    Took a long time for you to change views
    To see me as somebody else

    And it how your actions are perverse
    Still trying to forget you
    I’ve learned I’ve got to find a new home turf
    The only way I’ll accept you

    I’m searching for permanence
    Displace and erase all that I have left

Great White Buffalo

    After everything, you can’t even look at me
    The thought of me leaves you trembling
    I’m a monster
    An imposter
    I held you too close and I lost ya

    I’m sick
    I’ve always been lost in the head
    And your bed feels better when we’re a mess
    It’s the best
    We live it out like a movie
    I confess
    It’s my quest for you to pursue me

    But you can’t even look at me
    The thought of me leaves you trembling
    I’m a monster
    An imposter
    You say you don’t know after everything
    And you can’t even look at me
    Did my best to give you my energy
    I’m a monster
    An imposter
    I held you too close and I lost ya
    I lost you

    I quit
    Forgiving when you never forget
    The regret
    Feels worse than I’d ever expect
    It’s the best
    We live it out like a movie
    I confess
    I wish you really wanted to choose me

    But you can’t even look at me
    The thought of me leaves you trembling
    I’m a monster
    An imposter
    You say you don’t know after everything
    And you can’t even look at me
    Did my best to give you my everything
    I’m a monster
    An imposter
    I held you too close and I lost ya

    After everything, you can’t even look at me
    The thought of me leaves you trembling
    I’m a monster
    An imposter
    I held you too close and I lost ya
    I lost you
    I break everything I touch
    I held you close and felt you turn to dust

Truth Seekers

    ow I’m just a part of it
    That was then and this is the start of it
    And my mind is the heart of it
    Pushing airwaves in your face since the eighth grade
    You should think with your mind a bit
    To resolve what your brain resists
    Using words that you frame to depict
    The truth and lies on the airwaves

    All I really want from you is a little bit of truth
    I calculated every move
    I love the idea of you
    It’s the little things you do
    I’m calculating every move
    Trying to get to you
    Now I'm still the ace in this
    Deck of cards that you can’t resist
    Play your hand in this game a bit
    Folding face down on your face flat every day
    You should walk on the line a bit
    To forget what your mind insists
    Using lines that don’t rhyme, instead
    Find truth that hides on the airwaves

    Except when it’s not you and I’m seeing straight you
    The mood is all blueprints in my eyes in my eyes while I’m staring at the skies
    I hardly even see we
    Even though you used to be what could complete me
    With all of these obscenities, I’ve gotta leave the scenery to focus on a new me

    Talk all this talk about futures and destinies
    But I know how you’ll be, you’ll never Rest In Peace
    Another life maybe see you in Hell prolly another chapter I’ll tear out and burn the key
    Warm in this cold bloody murder of my feelings
    I’m not the enemy that you pretend I be
    Still at my funeral you’ll read my eulogy
    Not every fairy tale ends without Prince Charming

    You will lose

Shelter

    It’s hard to replace the feelings you make me feel when I’m with you
    It’s hard to describe the way I already knew, I think that my hands the right fit for you
    I’m taking the time to make sure your mine
    My heart’s covered in glue
    You got me clearing my head space
    I’m making room for you all ways

    Your body’s my shelter and I’m praying heaven will lead me in
    …I need you here

    It’s hard to resist the taste of your kiss
    Your lips they make me quake
    The back of my head starts to ache for you
    I think that my bed’s the right place for you
    I don’t know why I don’t have to try to force my love on you
    You get my guard’s down
    You’re making my heart pound

    It’s hard to explain the impact on my brain your love has had on me
    Feels like you’ve changed who I’ve hoped I could be
    Now when I dream I only see you and we
    I’ll be taking the time to make sure you’re fine with taking my last name
    Do you like how that sounds babe?
    Can you promise me always?

Monarch

    Lose control if it’s what makes you feel whole
    Overthrown by the voice inside your skull
    I’m losing my control

    I waited in my kingdom for a message
    I settled for the silence I betrayed
    I never questioned my commitment
    To fixing these faulty transmissions

    But it still doesn’t hurt at all
    The way you always make me fall for you

    If I make it through a maze of contemplation
    I’d find out just how much that I can take
    I’d never give in to these demons
    But I still receive their transmissions

    Like you and your lies
    It happens all the time
    You’re always right
    You’re always right

Jamais Vu

    Victory repeats for me
    I see through you so easily
    You’re just wasting my time
    I’m never giving up if I never get it right

    I threw away all of the thoughts I had left of you and I together
    You ignore me
    My life gets so boring
    Waiting and patiently pacing
    So hastily to feel complete
    But without you here
    There’s not much left of me

    The truth is I’m ready to find what it is lying deep inside my skull
    Subconscious knows all

    I’m crazy baby
    The way you make things hard to know where we stand
    I guess there never really was a plan

    I’ve made mistakes but through the storm I think I’ve found my buried treasure
    You support me
    Shine me in glory
    Make me blindly play kindly
    Constantly reminding me to feel compassion despite their reactions
    The truth is I’m ready to find what’s lying deep inside

    I’m invisible to you
    That much I know is true
    I’ve been replaced
    I’ve been replaced
    I’m invisible to you
    That much I know is true
    I’ll be replaced

    Fading out like a siren driving away
    Fake from your perspective so no one gets the point of what I say
    I miss you hating me